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- joe_canadian
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Maybe its cats? Do you have a cat? One that would have been clawing your back for fun in your sleep?
wait.
Are you allergic to Alex?
wait.
Are you allergic to Alex?
-Sarah
Goodbye you liar,
Well you sipped from the cup but you don't own up to anything
Then you think you will inspire
Take apart your head
(and I wish I could inspire)
Take apart your demons, then you add it to the list.
Goodbye you liar,
Well you sipped from the cup but you don't own up to anything
Then you think you will inspire
Take apart your head
(and I wish I could inspire)
Take apart your demons, then you add it to the list.
- joe_canadian
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- happening fish
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- joe_canadian
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My head hurts. 

~Emily
[glow=#6400ff]"Are you going to the grave with unlived lives in your veins?[/glow]

[glow=#0000ff] "I hope that when the world comes to an end, I can breathe a sigh of relief, because there will be so much to look forward to." [/glow]
[glow=#6400ff]"Are you going to the grave with unlived lives in your veins?[/glow]

[glow=#0000ff] "I hope that when the world comes to an end, I can breathe a sigh of relief, because there will be so much to look forward to." [/glow]
i used to get hives when i was little because i practically lived on peanut butter ..
that was a sad day when the doctor said to cut out the pb for awhile
but now it's okay
that was a sad day when the doctor said to cut out the pb for awhile
but now it's okay

♥ Joey
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- happening fish
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I come home from Rhode Island in a bad mood because I had to leave my girlfriend behind.
When I walk in the door, I find my cat Mickey, the cat my parents got for me when I was born back in 1984, unable to stand and crying on my living room carpet. I now have him in his box with a couple of his favorite toys waiting for him to die. The only thing that has been there for me, besides my grandmother, is going to die tonight. I honestly don't know what to do. I've seen my other cats die before, hell, one died in my arms, just crying whenever he sees me. I just wish he would go to sleep and pass away soon. I can't stand to see him like this.
Meh.
When I walk in the door, I find my cat Mickey, the cat my parents got for me when I was born back in 1984, unable to stand and crying on my living room carpet. I now have him in his box with a couple of his favorite toys waiting for him to die. The only thing that has been there for me, besides my grandmother, is going to die tonight. I honestly don't know what to do. I've seen my other cats die before, hell, one died in my arms, just crying whenever he sees me. I just wish he would go to sleep and pass away soon. I can't stand to see him like this.
Meh.
I faced death. I went in with my arms swinging. But I heard my own breath and had to face that I'm still living. I'm still flesh. I hold on to awful feelings. I'm not dead... My chest still draws breath. I hold it. I'm buoyant. There's no end.
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Awww. I'm sorry. 

~Emily
[glow=#6400ff]"Are you going to the grave with unlived lives in your veins?[/glow]

[glow=#0000ff] "I hope that when the world comes to an end, I can breathe a sigh of relief, because there will be so much to look forward to." [/glow]
[glow=#6400ff]"Are you going to the grave with unlived lives in your veins?[/glow]

[glow=#0000ff] "I hope that when the world comes to an end, I can breathe a sigh of relief, because there will be so much to look forward to." [/glow]
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Man, shit like that really sucks. I mean, there is no other way to put it. Pets are just so much a part of our lives that sometimes its just impossible to imagine life any other way. I've had a lot of like goldfish and hampsters die when I was a kid, but when two of my dogs died really close together I was really heartbroken. At my Dads now, our dog has been put on the side since the cat moved in. I'm the only person that has ever paid him any attention and he follows me around the house everywhere. Now I've moved out and I can tell that no one cares about him. Which is horrible too because he is the friendliest dog you will ever meet. One of our old dogs that died was from the same parents, and the same deal happened. I was the only person that cared about him and he got run over by a car when we were on vacation. It felt like I was the only person who cared at all. Everyone else just said "whatever" and that was worse then hearing he died and I was half way around the world.
Anyways, I hope you get through this okay. Seeing your cat in a lot of pain like that must be horrible.
Anyways, I hope you get through this okay. Seeing your cat in a lot of pain like that must be horrible.
-Sarah
Goodbye you liar,
Well you sipped from the cup but you don't own up to anything
Then you think you will inspire
Take apart your head
(and I wish I could inspire)
Take apart your demons, then you add it to the list.
Goodbye you liar,
Well you sipped from the cup but you don't own up to anything
Then you think you will inspire
Take apart your head
(and I wish I could inspire)
Take apart your demons, then you add it to the list.
aww it's devastating to lose a pet .. the dog i have now is probably one of the most important things in my life right now. i cried just leaving him at a kennel for a few days and called everyday to make sure he was eating and was okay.
our first dog we had from the time i was 8 years old until a couple of years ago .. she had cancer, was going blind and deaf, could barely walk .. she had seizures and sometimes would just collaspe on the ground and be unable to get back up and just cry .. finally she did that one night and my mom just lost it and said that's it, it's not fair to keep doing this to her .. she couldn't get up and was just crying in pain so her and my bro took her to be put down .. i was devastated when i got home later that night and my dog was gone .. they took her without me so i didn't get to say goodbye
our first dog we had from the time i was 8 years old until a couple of years ago .. she had cancer, was going blind and deaf, could barely walk .. she had seizures and sometimes would just collaspe on the ground and be unable to get back up and just cry .. finally she did that one night and my mom just lost it and said that's it, it's not fair to keep doing this to her .. she couldn't get up and was just crying in pain so her and my bro took her to be put down .. i was devastated when i got home later that night and my dog was gone .. they took her without me so i didn't get to say goodbye

♥ Joey
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- Sufjan Stevens
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I feel so fucking guilty for this.
I know he's been doing poorly the past couple of years, but I never had the nerve to take him in to have him put down. And I know he's been in pain, which makes it worse. Then on top of that, even though I knew he was doing poorly, I decided to leave Michigan for a couple days. I come back, and he's in pain. He fucking waited for me to come back to Michigan so I could say goodbye to him, which I'll love him forever for.
It just hurts to have to watch someone that's been there for my entire life pass away. Just crying every time he sees me. I can't take this anymore, I can't stand to see him doing so poorly. I wish he would just go to sleep so I don't have to see him like this anymore.
I know he's been doing poorly the past couple of years, but I never had the nerve to take him in to have him put down. And I know he's been in pain, which makes it worse. Then on top of that, even though I knew he was doing poorly, I decided to leave Michigan for a couple days. I come back, and he's in pain. He fucking waited for me to come back to Michigan so I could say goodbye to him, which I'll love him forever for.
It just hurts to have to watch someone that's been there for my entire life pass away. Just crying every time he sees me. I can't take this anymore, I can't stand to see him doing so poorly. I wish he would just go to sleep so I don't have to see him like this anymore.
I faced death. I went in with my arms swinging. But I heard my own breath and had to face that I'm still living. I'm still flesh. I hold on to awful feelings. I'm not dead... My chest still draws breath. I hold it. I'm buoyant. There's no end.
Ouch man, just reading about this is rough, I can't imagine how you're doing.
Queens Of The Stone Age-Someone's In The Wolf
Once you're lost in twillights's blue
You don't find your way, the way finds you...
Tempt the fates, beware the smile
It hides all the teeth, my dear,
What's behind them...
So glad you could stay
Forever
He steps between the trees, a crooked man
There's blood on the blade
Don't take his hand
You warm by the firelight, in twilight's blue
Shadows creep & dance the walls
He's creeping too..
So glad you could stay
Forever
