Friends...
these things never work out like they're supposed to. i think the best strategy for successful realationships is to keep it simple.
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- Sufjan Stevens
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....Or just find a slut that will put out and go home. Who needs to talk anyways? It's highly overrated. Honestly, if Lauren never opened her mouth when we dated for nine months, she was perfect. But everytime she opened it to say something, pure stupid flowed out of her mouth and it hurt my head. The saddest thing about that, however, is that Lauren and I are the exact same person, so I can't help but wonder if people think I say the dumbest things ever.
I mean, her and I had a conversation about Wild and Crazy Kids today while eating lunch. I mentioned myself being like Omar Gooding (Cuba's little brother) and we just talked about it for an hour. Insane. God, people must hate me when I open my mouth.
I mean, her and I had a conversation about Wild and Crazy Kids today while eating lunch. I mentioned myself being like Omar Gooding (Cuba's little brother) and we just talked about it for an hour. Insane. God, people must hate me when I open my mouth.
I faced death. I went in with my arms swinging. But I heard my own breath and had to face that I'm still living. I'm still flesh. I hold on to awful feelings. I'm not dead... My chest still draws breath. I hold it. I'm buoyant. There's no end.
i like chicks, chicks like me, well some do. all in all it's a sweet deal i got with them.
Whenever death may surprise us,
let it be welcome
if our battle cry has reached even one receptive ear
and another hand reaches out to take up our arms.
Nobody's gonna miss me, no tears will fall, no ones gonna weap, when i hit that road.
my boots are broken my brain is sore, fer keepin' up with thier little world, i got a heavy load.
gonna leave 'em all just like before, i'm big city bound, your always 17 in your hometown
let it be welcome
if our battle cry has reached even one receptive ear
and another hand reaches out to take up our arms.
Nobody's gonna miss me, no tears will fall, no ones gonna weap, when i hit that road.
my boots are broken my brain is sore, fer keepin' up with thier little world, i got a heavy load.
gonna leave 'em all just like before, i'm big city bound, your always 17 in your hometown
- Sufjan Stevens
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I thought the Reno effect was chlamydia. I don't see how that does anything for women....
I faced death. I went in with my arms swinging. But I heard my own breath and had to face that I'm still living. I'm still flesh. I hold on to awful feelings. I'm not dead... My chest still draws breath. I hold it. I'm buoyant. There's no end.

Whenever death may surprise us,
let it be welcome
if our battle cry has reached even one receptive ear
and another hand reaches out to take up our arms.
Nobody's gonna miss me, no tears will fall, no ones gonna weap, when i hit that road.
my boots are broken my brain is sore, fer keepin' up with thier little world, i got a heavy load.
gonna leave 'em all just like before, i'm big city bound, your always 17 in your hometown
let it be welcome
if our battle cry has reached even one receptive ear
and another hand reaches out to take up our arms.
Nobody's gonna miss me, no tears will fall, no ones gonna weap, when i hit that road.
my boots are broken my brain is sore, fer keepin' up with thier little world, i got a heavy load.
gonna leave 'em all just like before, i'm big city bound, your always 17 in your hometown
- Sufjan Stevens
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I faced death. I went in with my arms swinging. But I heard my own breath and had to face that I'm still living. I'm still flesh. I hold on to awful feelings. I'm not dead... My chest still draws breath. I hold it. I'm buoyant. There's no end.
Rufus Wainwright wrote:....Or just find a slut that will put out and go home. Who needs to talk anyways? It's highly overrated. Honestly, if Lauren never opened her mouth when we dated for nine months, she was perfect. But everytime she opened it to say something, pure stupid flowed out of her mouth and it hurt my head. The saddest thing about that, however, is that Lauren and I are the exact same person, so I can't help but wonder if people think I say the dumbest things ever.
I mean, her and I had a conversation about Wild and Crazy Kids today while eating lunch. I mentioned myself being like Omar Gooding (Cuba's little brother) and we just talked about it for an hour. Insane. God, people must hate me when I open my mouth.
Please listen to the song "the package" by a perfect circle. It describes your method perfectly (and it's correct, too!)
Don't ask questions, just accept it.


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went to a football game yesturday and hung out with some of my at school friends.
but tonight's friday... and i have no plans.
I still don't know where i want to fit in. I'm friends with some of the popular folk... i tlaked to them a little bit at the game. but i spent most of my time with the less intelligent and less popular kids. I am an honor student too.
I don't know if i am good enough friends to go out of school and do stuff with any of them. And if i'm not and i ask them, then i'm afraid they will think of me as a loser who has no friends.
but tonight's friday... and i have no plans.

I don't know if i am good enough friends to go out of school and do stuff with any of them. And if i'm not and i ask them, then i'm afraid they will think of me as a loser who has no friends.
THERE'S TOO MANY OF US THAT DON'T WANT TO FIGHT IT
Well you gotta put yourself out there a little bit. This is what I did: I just found one of those people I wanted to be friends with and asked them to do something. Then they would a. make up an excuse b. come along or c. say they had plans and invite me along. That way you can start to fit in and see if you like them.
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Cass wrote:Well you gotta put yourself out there a little bit. This is what I did: I just found one of those people I wanted to be friends with and asked them to do something. Then they would a. make up an excuse b. come along or c. say they had plans and invite me along. That way you can start to fit in and see if you like them.
ok. Thanks. I do have some people at school that are really cool. So... i guess i'll wait for the new week to come and see what happens
thanks for your advice
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I think it's good though, that you're friends with everyone. I mean, as surprising as it may be, I'm like that too. I associate with pretty much everyone at school as well, but I know which people care about me most, you know? Just do what Cass said, don't be afraid to invite people to do things with you. If they are follish about it, then they probably weren't worth it anyway.
Without you I'm as good as
dead ...
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I miss high school
well, a little bit, anyways. I was actually pretty popular in high school, so that was friggin' cool. But, now that I'm in college (I graduated in '03, just started my first year of college) I'm just one of the thousands upon thousands of people there. I still hang out with my old buddies, plus some friends I've had for a while that live in the town my college is in, that I can finally see more often.
But, I digress, there are SO MANY CHICKS in college, that it's totally cool.
The only other thing I miss about high school is the easy-ness of it; I made A/B's in high school, and never studied. In college, I've actually gotta crack a book or two to keep my scholarship. Grr.

But, I digress, there are SO MANY CHICKS in college, that it's totally cool.
The only other thing I miss about high school is the easy-ness of it; I made A/B's in high school, and never studied. In college, I've actually gotta crack a book or two to keep my scholarship. Grr.

"When looking up there, I just felt whole, like I belonged. Like one day I too would shine my most brilliant. Sitting there also made me think about sitting through services at my little country church back home. About that never-changing congregation of the same sixty-seven people and everyone has known you since before you were born. Now, out here in the real world, everything just seemed more vivid than when I used to sit in that little pew. That pew that was now so, so far away from where I was. I feared I had somehow left God behind there, too. I feared he was somehow just sitting there, saving my seat on the fifth pew from the front row, just waiting on me to come back. I left so quickly, I worried that he may not have noticed I was gone. And, now, I’m just too far away to find. So he’s just sitting there, patiently waiting on me to come back. I closed my eyes and prayed a moment. I hoped more than anything that he could still hear me." -an excerpt from my novella, A Sea of Fallen Leaves.
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I've lied to everyone. My good friends included. I've told them that i have gotten kissed and that i've had a girlfriend before. But i haven't and i feel like such a liar and a bad person. But this really popular girl, the one i was talking about... i am almost positive she likes me so i'm planning on asking her out. And i am scared that she will ask if i've had a kiss before. and if i say yes, i lie, if i say no, then she may tell other people and then i'll be labled a liar. Its all really sucky. and i feel really bad about it.
PLEASE tell me that i am not alone. PLEASE tell me that i am not the only 14 year old who has not ahd a girlfriend or a kiss before and lied about it!
GOD dammit i over analyze everythin!
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