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superrgirll wrote:curtman16 wrote:And I'm tired of everyone telling me, "oh don't worry, you'll find someone," SCREW YOU
Oh smile, I was just having a bad day and you were trying to cheer me up, no fault in that. When I'm in a sour mood, that's usually just the way it is; no way to explain, plead, or reason me out of it. Time just has to pass.
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*^ The ashtray says, you were up all night
When you went to bed, with your darkest mind
Your pillow wept, and covered your eyes
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*^ The ashtray says, you were up all night
When you went to bed, with your darkest mind
Your pillow wept, and covered your eyes
And you finally slept, while the sun caught fire ^*
HARDCORE!
girls are gross wrote:curtman16 wrote:^My roommate does that as well, but for me, I can meet a friend online, and a relationship can be maintained online, but not started that way. For me to have a connection like that, I need to meet the person, to know them on that level.
well yeah. you meet them in person. hang out. bingo boingo. free sex.
Nah, more like they meet you, and decide like everyone else that they don't like you like that and that they want to be your FRIEND. That's about how it goes.
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Supporting the Turnerists
*^ The ashtray says, you were up all night
When you went to bed, with your darkest mind
Your pillow wept, and covered your eyes
And you finally slept, while the sun caught fire ^*
HARDCORE!
Supporting the Turnerists
*^ The ashtray says, you were up all night
When you went to bed, with your darkest mind
Your pillow wept, and covered your eyes
And you finally slept, while the sun caught fire ^*
HARDCORE!
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I'm sick of all of my friends from Clifton, I hate them all. They all talk to me about their miserable problems which is stuff like, "Omg! My mom is so mean! She took away my cell phone!" Then I'm like, "Well does she have a reason to?" and then they're like "Well... I had a bill over three hundred dollars" However, I'm going though one of the most painful things in my life and they won't even listen to me. They're all like, "Val stop talking about that. It's over." Don't tell people who've had what has happened to me that "it's over". It will never be over. I will have to go to counselling for my entire life. It also hurts me when my fiancee's brother, Josh, kept telling him to leave me because of my emotional baggage. What do some people know anyway? Yes, I know after experiences like this, I'm not a normal person, but that does not make me an evil person.
I'm also on the lonely side. It doesn't help me that Cain is never really around to talk to because he's working so much, so we can go visit his parents in Oklahoma for two weeks. I just need someone to talk to. I can't talk to a counsellor without talking to him about things first, so it's really hard. I only see him for a few hours during the day...and right before we go to sleep at night... so I don't want to spend our few hours together talking to him and crying over this. I want to be happy.
I'm also on the lonely side. It doesn't help me that Cain is never really around to talk to because he's working so much, so we can go visit his parents in Oklahoma for two weeks. I just need someone to talk to. I can't talk to a counsellor without talking to him about things first, so it's really hard. I only see him for a few hours during the day...and right before we go to sleep at night... so I don't want to spend our few hours together talking to him and crying over this. I want to be happy.
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Val, I'm always around to listen. I go out about as often as you do, so yeah, you can talk to me. Fuck those people from high school.
I faced death. I went in with my arms swinging. But I heard my own breath and had to face that I'm still living. I'm still flesh. I hold on to awful feelings. I'm not dead... My chest still draws breath. I hold it. I'm buoyant. There's no end.
I'm sorry if I have been a little absent-minded lately, but what has happened? If it's not too personal a question. I dunno, but I didn't find that thing very funny, maybe because my brother is gay..
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sweet blasphemy my giving tree
it hasn't rained in years
i bring to you this sacrificial offering of virgin ears
leave it to me i remain free from all the comforts of home
and where that is i'm pleased as piss to say
i'll never really know
sweet blasphemy my giving tree
it hasn't rained in years
i bring to you this sacrificial offering of virgin ears
leave it to me i remain free from all the comforts of home
and where that is i'm pleased as piss to say
i'll never really know
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What happened to me is really personal. Let me just say that I was raped/sexually abused by my dad and my older brothers from since before I could remember until about a year ago... Now, I'm giving them criminal charges and my older brother committed suicide and wrote me a letter of apology... so I'm going through some major shit. ::sigh::
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I'm so sorry, I know that doesn't help, but it must have been so damaging.
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sweet blasphemy my giving tree
it hasn't rained in years
i bring to you this sacrificial offering of virgin ears
leave it to me i remain free from all the comforts of home
and where that is i'm pleased as piss to say
i'll never really know
sweet blasphemy my giving tree
it hasn't rained in years
i bring to you this sacrificial offering of virgin ears
leave it to me i remain free from all the comforts of home
and where that is i'm pleased as piss to say
i'll never really know
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