Apparently some tool on the 23rd floor had a kitchen fire. but there was smoke coming out. Now I have to listen to a REALLY LOOUD, ANNOYING BEEEP BEEEP BEEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP fucking BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP argh BEEP BEEP BEEP. but there are like 10 fire trucks outside, and a hose so it's cool Why does danger excite us? I dunno..BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP
aaaargh, my dads old building used to have a fire alarm that would NOT TURN OFF no matter what. For some reason, it only went off at like 3 oclock in the moring, then it wouldnt turn off til like 8
Whenever death may surprise us, let it be welcome if our battle cry has reached even one receptive ear and another hand reaches out to take up our arms.
Nobody's gonna miss me, no tears will fall, no ones gonna weap, when i hit that road. my boots are broken my brain is sore, fer keepin' up with thier little world, i got a heavy load. gonna leave 'em all just like before, i'm big city bound, your always 17 in your hometown
For $14.95, I can officially buy koufaxmusic.com, the website of my favorite band, Koufax. I dunno if I should do it. I am thinking about it.
I faced death. I went in with my arms swinging. But I heard my own breath and had to face that I'm still living. I'm still flesh. I hold on to awful feelings. I'm not dead... My chest still draws breath. I hold it. I'm buoyant. There's no end.
Wow, so far my job rocks. I just got a phone call telling me to come in with my schedule on the first day I want to work. Definitely cool. Has to be 10 hours, can't be more than 20. Now to decide how many hours I want...
ew. the ant infestation of my apartment has sunk to new levels...
you know in the deftones change video how the whole house is trashed after that party and all the ants are crawling all over everything? yeah well it looks like the deftones threw a party in my bathtub... there are literally HUNDREDS of ants crawling around in there right now.
and i'm not supposed to kill them either since maintenence put this poison around and the ants need to live to carry it back to and poison the nest. but i mean... i'm looking at these ants and they are NOT carrying clumps of that goop... they're carrying other dead ants... i can't even take it i'm gonna be sick if i have to take a shower in that...
yup. i'm really not thinking they have any qualms about cannibalism.
ew... and to think they used to be crawling in my bed too. *tries to hold down chunks*
i mean i'm no wuss, i can handle a few ants, or even spiders, here and there, but when you're talking this kind of bulk quantity... it's just horribly disgusting...
"if the nuremberg trials were applied to us foreign policy, every us president since 1945 would have been hanged." noam chomsky.
...and this is me hanging on / i'd burn our initials in the sun if it would shine / anxiety chokes me like razor wire / if hate's in your heart man, you'll take what you're given / wake up / i'm not the only one / it's never goodbye / go ahead and play dead / if everyone's a casualty, then take your time, there ain't no trouble / these wounds they will not heal / ambition can be a tricky thing / what the hell do i know about rape anyway? / this is not what i hoped for / ain't it so weird how it makes you a weapon / who will be there to tell me how stupid i am? / those living for death will die by their own hand / and it's me that I am spying on / pick up the pieces and live with the stars / hurry up and wait / things have never been so swell / they're always the ones who slowly drift / be great / ...and this is my world.
i've never ever had the flu .. and i've never bothered getting the flu shot .. just lucky i guess i've always been around the flu too .. but just never get it ..
i never get sick .. not even colds .. so i think eventually i'll just end up dying of a deadly disease .. all the diseases are just saving themselves for that one big death sentence