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You realize that sometimes you're not okay, you level off, you level off, you level off...
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miss_maida
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Post by miss_maida »

doesn't want to leave the warmth of her house
and i'm supposed to be strong & have all the answers ... a cannibal in the new church of cancer ... but i'm nothing special i'm not unique ... i have many secrets & i eat the weak... and i'm at an end ... i'm at an end... and there's ... NO WAY OUT!!

i need to find my sanctuary ..... someplace safe ... gotta get this outta me ..... this is my escape


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I am supposed to go to a birthday party in an hour.
I am not ecactally in a social mood.
I have no gift and no money.
I want to sleep.
-Sarah

Goodbye you liar,
Well you sipped from the cup but you don't own up to anything
Then you think you will inspire
Take apart your head
(and I wish I could inspire)
Take apart your demons, then you add it to the list.

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I'm cold....

BRRRRRRRRR!
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Post by Mechanical Thought »

xonodoubt69 wrote:I need to get dressed but i really don't feel like it :uh:


Ah, I know. I look like a hobo, so I must change for work.

Without you I'm as good as
dead ...
Henrietta

Post by Henrietta »

I just changed into my pajamas...it's only 3:30. :uh:
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Post by Sonya »

Hehe, I accidentally destroyed my tea kettle.

I have 2 kettles, one for concentrted tea, and one for hot water. One's ceramic, and the other is iron or steel or some sort of metal. I accidentally put the ceramic tea kettle on the stove, and eventually it started burning, until it actually caught fire AND started melting... It was kinda interesting to watch. Oh well.

:freak:
"if the nuremberg trials were applied to us foreign policy, every us president since 1945 would have been hanged." noam chomsky.

...and this is me hanging on / i'd burn our initials in the sun if it would shine / anxiety chokes me like razor wire / if hate's in your heart man, you'll take what you're given / wake up / i'm not the only one / it's never goodbye / go ahead and play dead / if everyone's a casualty, then take your time, there ain't no trouble / these wounds they will not heal / ambition can be a tricky thing / what the hell do i know about rape anyway? / this is not what i hoped for / ain't it so weird how it makes you a weapon / who will be there to tell me how stupid i am? / those living for death will die by their own hand / and it's me that I am spying on / pick up the pieces and live with the stars / hurry up and wait / things have never been so swell / they're always the ones who slowly drift / be great / ...and this is my world.
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Post by joe_canadian »

Seeing Matrix Revolutions in an hour.

Here's comes the giddiness.

(pause)

Heeheeheeheehee! :mrgreen:
Just because I am sexy, naked, a bassist, and sporting a top hat doesn't make me Duncan Coutts!
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Post by Henrietta »

Are you going w/ that chic you wanted to ask out?
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I CAN'T DO THISSSSSSSSS
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yeah.. what ever happened with her?
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Post by dream in japanese »

these papers are not doing too well :neutral:. i was yelling at myself, my family thinks i've gone crazy.
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Post by Henrietta »

:uh:

Take it easy.
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carnival_7 wrote:these papers are not doing too well :neutral:. i was yelling at myself, my family thinks i've gone crazy.


:( thats the worst feeling in the world. i'm sorry.
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Post by dream in japanese »

it's actually more funny than sad :nod:
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:lol: meant the 8 million papers to write part.

not the yelling at yourself...
that's kinda funny :lol:
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Post by its4am_isanybodyhome »

i finally saw reloaded on friday
and revolutions today
yay!
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i wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
if i don't make it know that i've loved you all along
when you are with me i'm free
that hazy moon will be ash in the wind real soon
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Post by dream in japanese »

:lol: yeah, sometimes it's better to just laugh or else i will go crazy
but good news i'm about half done all my papers due next week. Anyone interested in doing one? there's still english, half of politics and children and literacy left. any takers?
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Post by Henrietta »

How much? :lol:
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Post by Sufjan Stevens »

Yep, I feel inexplicably horrible tonight. I don't know why. Just yesterday I had the best day I've had in months. I saw Belle and Sebastian with Rasputina, I met a bunch of girls and got phone numbers, people hugged me, I bought a nifty B&S shirt and had this insanely hot girl say she knew who I was and hit on me for 15 minutes, I went to Denny's and talked to lots of people there, and I felt genuinely happy.

Today, I go to work and get some stupid award for doing my job insanely well. I got to sleep for once.

Right now, for some reason, I am shaking and I'm not cold. I feel sick. I feel like cutting myself. I just don't want to live and I don't know why. Things are getting better, and for some fucking reason I am feeling worse. Why the hell is this happening? I don't fucking deserve this.
I faced death. I went in with my arms swinging. But I heard my own breath and had to face that I'm still living. I'm still flesh. I hold on to awful feelings. I'm not dead... My chest still draws breath. I hold it. I'm buoyant. There's no end.
Henrietta

Post by Henrietta »

My guess is cause you're used to things going shitty, so you're scared of things going well.
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