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- Sufjan Stevens
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Here's some high points from my day yesterday:
- I went to school
- A girl with a boyfriend grabbed my head and made out with me
- I found out the ex I miss has a boyfriend and is seeing three other guys
- I found out my ex probably cheated on me the entire summer
- I talked to this cute girl at school, excluding my ex and a girl I made out with
- I went to work
- I sold shit to people I don't like
- I closed the store with minimal fuck-ups
- I came home and threw up because of my ex
- I sat on here and spoke to no one
- I went to bed
- I wake up to a phone call telling me my aunt died
- I feel sick again
- I am dreading going to work
I hate my life. I really do.
- I went to school
- A girl with a boyfriend grabbed my head and made out with me
- I found out the ex I miss has a boyfriend and is seeing three other guys
- I found out my ex probably cheated on me the entire summer
- I talked to this cute girl at school, excluding my ex and a girl I made out with
- I went to work
- I sold shit to people I don't like
- I closed the store with minimal fuck-ups
- I came home and threw up because of my ex
- I sat on here and spoke to no one
- I went to bed
- I wake up to a phone call telling me my aunt died
- I feel sick again
- I am dreading going to work
I hate my life. I really do.
I faced death. I went in with my arms swinging. But I heard my own breath and had to face that I'm still living. I'm still flesh. I hold on to awful feelings. I'm not dead... My chest still draws breath. I hold it. I'm buoyant. There's no end.
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-lori
she's a fool for the last living rock king
http://www.livejournal.com/~got_to_get_away/
HARDCORE!
she's a fool for the last living rock king
http://www.livejournal.com/~got_to_get_away/
HARDCORE!
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i was trying to play a game on one of the crappy computers in the library at school and it started making all these noises and i thought it was going to explode. 

-lori
she's a fool for the last living rock king
http://www.livejournal.com/~got_to_get_away/
HARDCORE!
she's a fool for the last living rock king
http://www.livejournal.com/~got_to_get_away/
HARDCORE!
Rufus.. I'm sorry man. Hope you are feeling better.
This day has been weird. I am just packing. I have to move but I don't know how to do it in such a short time. I'm worried.
grr. I signed the lease to my new place today. that's exciting. IT's clean and ready to go.. yay. moving :S
This day has been weird. I am just packing. I have to move but I don't know how to do it in such a short time. I'm worried.

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It's official. I would like to die. I can't take anymore pain, I really can't. I hate my life.
Without you I'm as good as
dead ...
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superrgirll wrote:i was trying to play a game on one of the crappy computers in the library at school and it started making all these noises and i thought it was going to explode.

Well my day had ups and downs again.. My mum's been bitching at me about homework again. A friend of mine is being incredibly obnoxious. Some of my other friends are also pissing me off. But my Chemistry teacher is quite hilarious and that class just made my day.
And Melissa, yes I was aware of that before.

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You know what? Its odd hearing how all you people feel, mainly because I have been there so many times before, when you just want a shoulder to cry on and there is no one to go to. But right now I am actually in a really good place. I don't know why but I am just trying to push out all the bad things and live my life in peace and it is working. This probably won't last long but I feel so at peace with myself even though absolutely nothing has triggered it. Yay for me!
-Sarah
Goodbye you liar,
Well you sipped from the cup but you don't own up to anything
Then you think you will inspire
Take apart your head
(and I wish I could inspire)
Take apart your demons, then you add it to the list.
Goodbye you liar,
Well you sipped from the cup but you don't own up to anything
Then you think you will inspire
Take apart your head
(and I wish I could inspire)
Take apart your demons, then you add it to the list.
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Mechanical Thought wrote:It's official. I would like to die. I can't take anymore pain, I really can't. I hate my life.
*hugs caitlin*
-lori
she's a fool for the last living rock king
http://www.livejournal.com/~got_to_get_away/
HARDCORE!
she's a fool for the last living rock king
http://www.livejournal.com/~got_to_get_away/
HARDCORE!
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no dying allowed.
-lori
she's a fool for the last living rock king
http://www.livejournal.com/~got_to_get_away/
HARDCORE!
she's a fool for the last living rock king
http://www.livejournal.com/~got_to_get_away/
HARDCORE!
- joe_canadian
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joe_canadian wrote:I wrote a haiku.
I fucking hate math
I hate hate hate hate hate it
I really hate it.
Welcome to my world.
"if the nuremberg trials were applied to us foreign policy, every us president since 1945 would have been hanged." noam chomsky.
...and this is me hanging on / i'd burn our initials in the sun if it would shine / anxiety chokes me like razor wire / if hate's in your heart man, you'll take what you're given / wake up / i'm not the only one / it's never goodbye / go ahead and play dead / if everyone's a casualty, then take your time, there ain't no trouble / these wounds they will not heal / ambition can be a tricky thing / what the hell do i know about rape anyway? / this is not what i hoped for / ain't it so weird how it makes you a weapon / who will be there to tell me how stupid i am? / those living for death will die by their own hand / and it's me that I am spying on / pick up the pieces and live with the stars / hurry up and wait / things have never been so swell / they're always the ones who slowly drift / be great / ...and this is my world.
...and this is me hanging on / i'd burn our initials in the sun if it would shine / anxiety chokes me like razor wire / if hate's in your heart man, you'll take what you're given / wake up / i'm not the only one / it's never goodbye / go ahead and play dead / if everyone's a casualty, then take your time, there ain't no trouble / these wounds they will not heal / ambition can be a tricky thing / what the hell do i know about rape anyway? / this is not what i hoped for / ain't it so weird how it makes you a weapon / who will be there to tell me how stupid i am? / those living for death will die by their own hand / and it's me that I am spying on / pick up the pieces and live with the stars / hurry up and wait / things have never been so swell / they're always the ones who slowly drift / be great / ...and this is my world.
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