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Cass wrote:I also used to have this thing where every word spoken I would type it in my head like it was on a keyboard.

HOLY SHIT, I'M NOT ALONE!

I do that all the time. Or I write everything out in my head like I'm writing it on paper.

I also used to be deathly afraid of going upstairs or downstairs in my house. Once, when we got home, I thought I heard a person in the house and I just about passed out. It took me at least three years to get over this phobia. Even thinking about it freaks me out.

Candy-coated Fake wrote:

Cass wrote:I also used to have this thing where every word spoken I would type it in my head like it was on a keyboard.

HOLY SHIT, I'M NOT ALONE!

oh man, i do the same thing too. maybe i'm not as weird as i always thought.

im afraid lori wont like me

of course i won't like you.






















i'll love you.

I have a phobia of threads being spammed.

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Must add this in: I had a fear for at least seven years of someone coming into my house while I was sleeping and stabbing me in the heart. I always had to sleep with my hands crossed over my chest.

Vampirific.

Cass wrote: It's a mixture of mayo and ketchup, and some people put other things in it.

BEST THING EVER!

When I used to live in Argentina, that was pretty much the 3rd condiment (next to ketchup and mayo) at hot dog stands and stuff. Although, it had a weird name. "Salsa Golf". don't ask, 'cuz i don't know.

Then, when i came here, i mixed my ketchup and mayo and people were like, "what. the. FUCK. are you doing?!?!"

they didn't understand.

tsk, tsk.



salsa golf/fry sauce/whatever =

Candy-coated Fake wrote:^
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Must add this in: I had a fear for at least seven years of someone coming into my house while I was sleeping and stabbing me in the heart. I always had to sleep with my hands crossed over my chest.

You live in Winnipeg, there's a good chance of it happening.

It's awesome how my thread took off, i thought of some more things i'm afraid of.


Fish: ok i know this is stupid. But i'm a total pussy when it comes to fish. I won't touch them, and when i go swimming i have a phobia of one touching me, or biting me. One night we were camping on this lake and we went swimming in the dark. As i was wading in, i felt someting touch my leg but just told myself it was seaweed...then it swam between my legs and my girlfriends, i think i actually screamed louder then her and beat her back to shore.....i'm a dork. But it was a huge jack fish, we saw it with the flashlight after.....they eat ducklings....thats' scary.


Seperation Anexiety : Ok so i don't have it anymore.....almost the opposite. But when i was little i would get so upset when my parents left for the night, that i litterally wouldn't sleep, and would get the tight throat panic attacks and everything. As i got older it turned into a fear of having the fear and not being able to sleep. Now i'm fine though and i would love to move away.

Eye Contact : Its very very very hard for me to maintain eye contact for more then a few seconds. Even with my best friends and girls friends. I just feel really vulnerable/stupid/weird.

Carbon Monoxide: I'm terrified of dying in my sleep because of Carbon Monoxide, it doesn't help that ours goes off when it's humid, and my family doesn't even pay much attention to it. I'm convinced one of these times it's going to go off, we'll turn it off, and go back to sleep when it really is CO. I've had so many times when my parents weren't around for a week, and i went to sleep with all the windows wide open cause i was positive there was Carbon Monoxide. Hell last week my dog was acting really really strange and kept coming into my brothers room and my room and kept pulling at us and trying to get us out of bed. I was convinced he was trying to tell us to get out of the house, and even checked the alarm, and accidently set it off at 3 in the morning.

HOLY SHIT, I'M NOT ALONE!

You too!? Oh my...I seriously thought I must be the only person in the world who would do that. I even do it sometimes when I'm listening to music. But now it's usually just for fun instead of compulsive thing.

Man...fry sauce is the third condiment here. But I thought we were the only ones. Idaho and Utah must be the only states that are really into this. I went to some fast food place in Cali and asked for it and just got a weirded out stare.

sean, you have... a lot of fears.
your fish phobia reminds me, my friend roxy is SO terrified of crabs.

I have a fear of losing something I value or loved ones. especially, when i was in grade 6 and was in charge of picking up my gr. 3 sister from my old school everyday, i told her to play in the playground while i talked to my old teacher/friends. i came out 20 min later... and, she wasn't there. i was SO scared that she'd been lost/kidnapped... i got my friend and teacher and principal to look for her and she wasn't anywhere. so i went in the office to call my mom and she was SO MAD at me it was not funny. then.. i come outside and THERE SHE IS. she was wondering around some neighbourhood tea/barbeque. wtf!

that incident frightened me.

but also recently: I live in an apartment building and live on the 2nd floor. the mail room is in the 1st floor, so i check the mail and climb up the stairs to go home. one day i was looking at the mail and was probably occupied at some A & B sound catalogue to notice that I left my $2000 clarinet in the mail room

yeah.. and the day before band i noticed that my clarinet = gone and FREAKED out and of course my mom was mad again, cuz i had gotten the new clarinet about 2 months before.

thank god our building caretaker found it and responded to my LOST signs. otherwise i would have been VERY screwed indeed.

lol i do have a lot of fears, like i said i must have had a bad childhood.

I wouldn't say most of them are really debilitating or anything, just quirks about me.

at least you have a puppy.

he's so big now! Even bigger then the average Golden!

He's laying at my feet sleeping as we speak, he's still super cute though.

I have some sort of fear of running out of time. Particularly when I was a few years younger, I always felt the last day or last few days of anything (christmas break, summer break, before my parents went on vacation, before my friend moved) had to be special. It might have had something to do with that when I was in grade three, I dreamt that I only had two days left to live and woke up crying. I still feel that way, just not to the extent I used to.

superrgirll wrote:of course i won't like you.

i'll love you.

awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

i was thinking about this at work. cause it was shitty outside today and we weren't busy.

i'm afraid of people i know dying, and not being able to say goodbye to them..or leaving on a bad note.

yeah.

i was thinking bout one when i was out today when i got a phone call from someone i didn't know. when the person asked for me, i pretended to not be myself and said hold on i'll get her. i do that all the time when people i don't know call me and ask for me. i have no idea why i do that.