guuuuuuys i have a problem
i have a drinking sort of problem. i drink a lot more than i should and bad things happen.
last night i made out with my best friend. it was odd and awkward and i dont know why we did it. except that we were really drunk. and i think she likes me but doesnt want to tell me or something. maybe she doesnt even know. but i dont actually like her like that because thats just weird she's my best friend and i want to keep it that way.
and a month ago i went to a party and i met this guy named kohl and he seemed really nice but he wasn't. he chose the seat next to me on the couch after most people had passed out and he made me do things i didnt want to with him.
now i dont know what to do. like i know i need to tell people but i dont know who to tell and its awkward and i honestly never want anyone to know because i feel like im not a very smart girl. and he seemed nice i swear. and i was nice to him and he wasnt very nice back and thats not very fair.
i need to quit drinking. i need to start making better choices too. i dont know. it's so hard to know what's right. i need to get up now and go to bed but im so lazy and my best friends bed (im at her house now) is so far away and shes on the phone with her girlfriend who doesnt like me because i drink too much and probably shes just jealous i spend more time with my best friend than she does because im a cool kid
this thread is a really nice idea. mad props to bethany for thinking it up. <3
i need help. what to doooooo?