by joe_canadian » 6/22/2003, 3:00 pm
is it too much to ask for empathy and good humour from one's friends?
am I the only person in the world who doesn't deserve these things?
no one has ever gone out of their way to make me feel good. not even the close friends whom I have gone out of my way to help and cheer up, even when all I get in return is acid and my help is immediately forgotten.
people just drop me like baggage, and blame me. I'm always wrong. even guys that are apathetic as hell, don't listen to a word others say, and insults people all the time without so much as realizing it receives more forgiveness and warmth than I ever do. why? do I have to be an ignorant, apathetic, joker bordering on jackass just for people to care?