by Sufjan Stevens » 8/24/2003, 12:36 pm
I went to Koufax instead of seeing NFG and Good Charlotte. I bought tickets because Hot Rod Circuit was supposed to play the show, and they didn't, so I was out faster than you could believe.
I faced death. I went in with my arms swinging. But I heard my own breath and had to face that I'm still living. I'm still flesh. I hold on to awful feelings. I'm not dead... My chest still draws breath. I hold it. I'm buoyant. There's no end.