by Sufjan Stevens » 9/30/2002, 3:48 pm
OK, I propose you people a question. When your bank is only open from 9-5 on Monday through Friday, and you don't get home from school until 5:30 or even 6, and you have no means of transportation, how do you think I am going to get to the bank? It's not that I am trying to not pay you Janet, it's the fact that I have no way of getting money to you. The only possible way I can get money to you is to skip school so I can go to the bank, and I am not going to fuck my grades up for it.
Teelo. Shut the fuck up. The only time you post on here is to insult me. Shut the fuck up, this doesn't involve you.
Back to Janet. I blocked you because you whine too much. It has nothing to do with the money. I am not trying to screw you out of money, I just can't handle you as a person. And about the e-mails, I do believe I replied to each and every one you sent to me. I was counting on getting the $60 that Steph owes me and was going to send that to you, but she is not seeing me right now. If I had a way to get you the money, believe me, I would.
I am sorry for the inconvenience this has caused, but I serioulsy have no access to my money right now. I would ask my parents to lend me money to send to you, but they don't do anything charitable towards me.
And as for posting that on the board, that is low. You have my number, call me. You can e-mail me, because I do respond. Don't lie to make yourself look like a saint here, ok? I have no way of getting to my money, short of skipping school. I am sorry, I truly am.
I faced death. I went in with my arms swinging. But I heard my own breath and had to face that I'm still living. I'm still flesh. I hold on to awful feelings. I'm not dead... My chest still draws breath. I hold it. I'm buoyant. There's no end.