by Sufjan Stevens » 7/9/2003, 1:00 pm
Aerin, I love your signature. I grew up with Calvin and Hobbes, and I miss them so much.
Anyway, my name fluctuated from #128 in 1990 down to 148 last year, with an all time low back in 1998 when it was #166.
I faced death. I went in with my arms swinging. But I heard my own breath and had to face that I'm still living. I'm still flesh. I hold on to awful feelings. I'm not dead... My chest still draws breath. I hold it. I'm buoyant. There's no end.